I make more money in 10 minutes than my husband does for a 6 hour shift, that shit is CRAY. too bad i am married to a convicted woman beater with thousands of dollars of court fines to pay off. Only 3 more months of this shit though.
today has been shit, i feel like shit, i feel unloved and i feel like i just want to hate the world. i thought i was over this. i know i am better than this. water off a ducks back.
so fucking tired of being so fucking sick.
i wish i became a sloth.
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i really enjoy my job did i mention i got a job. i am really good at it and why did i not do this before. I have made 6 times as much as my husband this week.
i feel like i drank tequila or four loko this is horrible, my brain melted ):
woke up for the first time in years with a hangover. i didnt even drink that much, what the fuckkkkkkk
the last two days have been really nice.
so i am drinking and blogging while watching/listening to my hubbus band practice. theyre metal which is not my fave tbh but i am also tipsy so i dont care all that much.
so i just saw butterfly effect for the first time in my life and uh it really fucked with me as we were watching it. like i cried every time. EVERY GOD DAMN TIME. the whole movie was one big trigger for me really.
someone is setting off fireworks for 420, that doesnt scream come arrest me at all, seeing as its illegal to set fireworks off on anything but holidays here….